oh hi, remember me?

i truly am useless, i thought i was the worst blogger ever... the last time i forgot about this, now however? i definitely deserve, and defy, that title.
hola.
i'd love to say that lots has changed and happened, but it truth is has not, life has simply gone on.
i applied to university, and i believe this is the most potent thing i have been occupying myself with over the last few (many) months.
I want to do Spanish, french on some degrees but mainly Spanish. it truly means a lot to me, the language culture and country really do define a little bit of who i am. I'm not even sure if i've mentioned this before, the liklihood is that i have, but in all honesty i give up on absolutely everything. instead of the 'glass is half empty/half full' im more of a 'the glass has water in it' kind of person. a realist. and the majority of the time my realistic view is to just give up before i disspaoint or embarass myself
but with spanish, i have found something i am utterly uncontrollably completely and totally devoted to.
i will become fluent.

because today i made cool hair.

i am oficially the worst blogger ever.

so ive decided i have the smallest attention span ever, everything i begin i never seem to be able to fully maintain, keep or complete. i annoy myself honestly.
and this is just another one of those things.
so what has happened since i last posted, i went to London again and it was beautiful, i saw the script and eliza doolittle live, both are ridiculously amazing and left me loving them more than i did before hand (danny o'donoghue has no idea yet that we have an arranged marriage)
Oh! i had a spanish exchange, that was lovely, to be able to speak my favourite language solidly for a week both benefits me academically and makes me fall in love with the beauty of the one thing im passionate about even further. plus the kid was pretty cool.
finally it was my birthday, and that really was beyond anything. My friends defy the word perfect and they gave me a birthday i will never forget by celebrating it in true worm fashion, cake, streamers, SPARKLERS. just wow. they're the biggest bunch of thoughtful softies ever, and i thank god for them everyday.
ive got a tough week ahead, 2 exams. jeez. so i probably wont write.
who am i kidding, its more likely to be a month anyway.
loveeeeee.

I AM A SINNER.

ridiculous amount of time since i last wrote this, slap my wrists and call me naughty.
okay that sounded sick, you know what i mean, so for the majority of the time that ive neglected you my little blog i have been stupidly busy and then for the rest of the week and a bit, i had a horrific dose of CBA syndrome.
i went to Londres and it was amazing, it made me realise how much of a lucky girl i am, to have the most fabulous mother that she books me into my favourite shows, i saw wicked, legally blonde and the lion king and they were all phenomenal. The only downfall they ever have is the fact i leave the theatre more upset than excited, knowing that the one thing i want most in the world is ridiculously impossibleeee.
then, hmm, what else has occupied my time...ive been to work a lot? that isnt so nice, i adore the fact the cinema that i work in used to be a theatre it helps me feel at home, but at the same time the possibility of ghosts and crazy things hiding behind corners gives me goosebumps.
Im off to london again on wednesday and i cant wait, these few weeks are turning into beautiful memories.

we went to london, and didnt buy a heat magazine.

my girls, mis chicas, yangu wasichana

I am so very lucky to have some of the most beautiful girls as my best friends, they keep me happy, strong, and laughing which i owe them everyday for. Ive had a gorgeous day with my haskers and spent the night at emmers on sunday night, 4 of the most important people to me. This may potentially be one of the shortest and soppiest blog posts i have written so far but i cannot see what more i can write other than what i just have, and to brag about having the best people i have ever met close to me constantly.
sisi ni kweli mashoga
-Swahili, the language of harah.

'baby, kisses dont lie'

first day i didn't write yesterday dun dun dunnnnnnnn. But in my defense it was for good reason i had a wonderful night out with some of the chicas, and i managed to bump into so many people i very rarely get to see and it was beyond lovely, it was a chance to have a drunken catch up and do lots of girly kissing and cuddling and it was just what the doctor ordered.

and then today - today i have done nothing, absolutely nothing. such a regret now due to the fact i know that today was my only proper day to get some work done, and i have done exactly nothing. well done sarah, give yourself an almighty pat on the back.

'we're just two friends, two good friends, two best friends'

my lob yogurt

Hannah - noun - the most amazing best friend, my best friend, words cant even describe her so this definition is pointless, loved for the wonderful surprises she springs on me and the way she never fails to know how to cheer me up, the person i come to first with any news, problem or issue, the person i spend most of my time with, the person who i know will always be there to point out the new spots on my face, or call me a slag when necessary, to become protective over me, to buy my dinner when i'm skint, to use all my face-wipes, to beg for a Sarah made toasty, to shake junk with, to get down to a bit of jess, to spoon when we're drunk, to mock my hat from greece, to argue jacob is better than edward, or to fall in love with charlie st. cloud with, let me stay at her house on a weeknight, to let me use her toothbrush,  to take me to the hospital when i break my bones, a sister to me, and a perfect one at that.